SUNDAY, OCTOBER 05, 2008 09:03 AM, CDT

How am I doing with everything that's going on?

As I talk to my life coach on a daily basis and who keeps me going on. Terri, is helping me more then she will ever know. She sometimes ask me questions that I have never even thought about. Or will ask me questions that I don't wanna write about. But, I never put things in here that I don't want people to read or know about me. I know she loves when I write in here cause she knows I will always tell the truth on how I really am doing.

So how do I feel about somebody having to die for me to live? WOW..... That's really personal and very deep but, I love the challenge of really thinking about something so deep. Well, I have always known that God has a plan for all of us. I think God already knows who's heart I will be lucky enough to get. I believe he is holding on to that person right now cause they still have work to do here on earth. Then when the day comes when he needs more help up there he will be bring them to heaven. Then I will get their loving heart inside of me and will continue to do what I need to do here on earth until I am ready to go up to heaven where I will be home forever. Just waiting until I see all of you there.

Do I wanna meet the family who's loved one passed on? Of course I do..... I wanna them to know that I will never forget that person and they are still living on inside of me.

(I know my Mom will want to know if they keep their room clean cause maybe I will get that from them.. j/k)

I will ONLY meet them if they ask.

Am I a organ donor? YES, but I don't know what I could give away since for some reason I need a lot of them right now.

Do I feel like I have a responsibility to the donor? NO, cause I know I will treat that heart and liver so good. I didn't go through all of this to mess it up. I will be forever grateful for my new heart and liver.

Thanks to my life coach, and I will put you in my book and pray that one day it will be published and be on OPRAH.... Ok, a girl can wish.... :o)


LOVE,
HONEYBEE